iNViSiBLE GiRL..!! Chapter-6

She dozed off while losing herself to those thoughts again. Next, she woke up and saw her mother sitting there with a plate full of food. It was'nt HEALTH FOOD.. It was HEALTHY FOOD..!!!!
With spoons full of desi-ghee (god forsaken, a full pool of it everywhere), which made her mother think this will make her stronger. Her mother extended her hand with a piece of ROTI and DAAL full of her LOVE. Mihika ate in silence. She ate a little and then asked permission to sleep again. Her mother, without negotiating for having more food, let her sleep. She slept.

When she woke up she realised it's just half an hour since she slept. She sat straight up and thought about all the good (and the bad) times. She thought about Agastya and then the face of her mother flashed in front of her eyes.
"Wow.... see how life changed me", she thought.
"My mother loves me so much, and i am crying for a guy who will never return" she said to herself.
"Dear diary.. let's share something new with you today" she said.
"Something HAPPY, something not so sad.. Something worth the love my mother has for me"
"Let's write something about what a person does when sadness comes along.."She thought.
She started writing with all her dedication and don't know why she felt a little stronger.

THE VACANT BLUES.........!!!! 

                       -Mars Vs. Venus.. ;)

One bad thought, One bad day..

One sad tear, One bitter truth..

Changes it all.. RIGHT..??!!!

One mistake, Many imperfections,

Is enough to make a girl cry.

But what if..? The person is ready to forgive "HIM"self..?!

What if that one mistake pops into the account of MARS rather than VENUS..?!

Well, As they say.....

MEN ARE FROM MARS AND WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS" ..!"

The only thing this quote implies is the difference in the thought process. Some say, it's just the difference in the way they perceive things. Others say, it's related to the Greek Mythology ,i.e, THE GOD OF WAR and THE GODDESS OF LOVE... Xoxo.. LOL..!! =P

Some even say it's because of the capability to adapt things, and then they relate it to all sorts of "PHYSICAL QUANTITIES" like Pressure, Gravity.. BULLSHIT..!!

According to me (ok ok.. i agree, i'm not a celeb or something. But, you gotta use your fundamental rights somewhere - RIGHT TO SPEECH)

So yeah, According to ME..

IT'S ALL IN YOUR HEAD..!!

Some say,

"Give a girl all your love, share all your pain with her.

All she will do is sympathise.

Give her a Disney movie instead..

And she will sob like anything.!"

Girls... are not as cold as it seems.

Neither.. are they emotional fools.

Another "SOME" say..

"Guys are supposed to be tough and if a guy cries, he is broken"

Why..? Ain't he a human being.?

I would like to give my twist to the age-old MARS Vs. VENUS fight. BUT, in terms of their perception towards THE VACANT BLUES.. i.e. the way they tackle sadness.

Let's Start People..!! =D

"Crying Is Cleansing. There Is A Reason For Tears, Happiness Or Sadness."

A girl loves crying. - NO.!

She loves manipulating things with her puppy eyes and PRECIOUS tears. - WRONG.!

She cries even when not needed to prove her point.. GET A LIFE GUYS..!!!!!

WOMEN... are simultaneously the most stable as well as unstable creatures when it comes to emotional well-being. She will cry when she is happy. She will scream when she is sad.

MEN... will just smile when they are happy and will never break their silence when they are sad. But, let them see their favourite cricket match. THERE GOES A SIX..!!!! Booyaaaaa,,, They are ecstatic.

"I Think Often, Sadness Is A Great Place To Get Songs From"

WOMEN... One fight..!! And they can write thesis about it, give an hour long presentation or stay silent and listen to the saddest of the songs.

MEN... They too, listen to songs,  but are those songs sad..? Well, depends on PERCEPTION. If it's a true heartbreak, then all the i-pads, i-phones and i-pods are filled with slow melancholies. While some men prefer being MAD..! Who knows the jazziest of some tunes might right now be playing in your earphones... ^_*

A famous song says..

"In So Deep, Can't Think About Giving It Up.. But, I Never Knew Love Would Hurt This Freaking Bad."

LOL..!! =D

WOMEN... find it real hard to move on or move past the old feelings. But, somehow, they have this fatal tendency to generate new feelings while still holding on to the old ones. THIS, complicates the situation. SADNESS.. the ultimate result.

MEN... It's hard for them too. But somehow they stay strong during the process.

They might shed a million tears in solitude, but when it comes to show their feelings, they go, "Dude, i had sadness for breakfast. Let's have a little workout for lunch."

It ain't easy for most of the people. But, again..

PERCEPTION DIFFERS.!

"In My Deepest Parts Of Sadness, I am Always Making A Joke Or Being Sarcastic."

WOMEN... Try to stay happy, BY BEING SAD. They think a lot, get sad and eventually try to get over it. Some do.. Some DON'T.!

MEN... Well,

Give them some sunshine, Give them some rain,

Give them some tequila shots and they are good to go again..! ;)

They drink, roam around, try to think about something funny and GET OVER IT..!!!!!

"Sadness Flies Away On The Wings Of Time."

WOMEN... Certain women are smart enough to let go off the past. Some are just fools. The only thing i like in the FASTRACK advertisements is the tag line. MOVE ON..!!

MEN... They drown in the blues and rise from scratch. Earlier it's all dark and dreary and suddenly.. BOOM..!!! Sunshine everywhere. Thus, it's apt on men.

Last But Not The Least...

"We Never Taste A Perfect Joy, Our Happiest Successes Are Mixed With Sadness."

Whether it's MEN or WOMEN, it depends on the way you perceive a problem.

It's up to you whether you findJOY in your SORROWS

Or

SORROWS in your JOY..!!! =)

iNViSiBLE GiRL..!! Chapter-5

"Don't eat food, eat junk food, eat rubbish, eat whatever you want to. What else is going to happen..??" Mihika's mum said angrily.
"Sorry.." was all she could say.
"What sorry..?? Today you fainted again. The doctor said you need nutrition. You need to eat or you will fall sick" She was all the more furious now.
"Ok fine. I will eat.." She said and hugged her mother. She melted and hugged her tighter.
"You need to take care beta.. please" Her mother said.
"I will.." Mihika said and smiled.
"I am going to make food for you, just rest till then." Her mother smiled back at her and went to the kitchen to get her princess some nutrients and she closed the door behind her lightly.
As soon as she went out of the room, Mihika took her diary and started scribbling. She was in pain, in sheer pain. She did'nt want her mother to see it. So, she decided to tell her to the diary instead.



Two Years..!!! I waited for you for two years Agastya... I waited for you to say  I LOVE YOU MIHIKA... and when that day came, It took you away from me..!!!

DRINK YOUR TEARS...

I am under my blanket,

Feeling the warmness,

And through my eyes flows a cascade,

And takes me to the dark deepness..!!

Your thoughts are invading my soul,

As i remember your ultimate goal.

Of never letting me cry..

And since then these eyes have not been dry.!!

Tears flow without a halt,

And i can taste the bitter salt,

Of pain, of anguish..!!!

I am trying and trying and trying..

But this pain just would'nt vanish..!!

I am curling in pain,

Under this cosy disguise.

That importance you gave me turned to disdain..!!

And i feel that i am falling from a high rise..

I remember when i used to cry,

You came near.

You said, "Baby, stop them, TRY..!!

Or i will drink your tears..!!"

I used to stop..

I used to smile.

Not even a single tear would drop.

After that sweet sentence, that caring line..!!

Once, i remember..

I lost something dear..

And i came under the influence of a fear.

You came near,

And you drank all my tears.!!

That soft touch, That care you showed..

I swore i'll never cry.

You made me vow so..!

But now that you are not with me.

It's killing me, this dependency..!!!

And the salty pain is flowing again,

With each drop falling.. I CAN FEEL THE PAIN..!!!

I am hurt, i want to die..!

I want to stop, i don't want to cry....

Amidst this pain, my heart deeply wishes that you were here..

To magically vanish this pain and TO DRINK ALL MY TEARS...!! ='(

Where are you Agastya..???!! I need you... Come back to me.. Please... I NEED YOU..!!!! ='(